June 10, 2023

Alan Turing - Killed By The Nation He Saved

In honor of Pride month, we are going to tell you about Allan Turing. Alan was a lot of things; mathematician , brilliant computer engineer, computer science theorist, son of a civil servant, and a gay man. He saved his nation and ultimately the entire world from a sadistic mad man, but sadly homosexuality is all his nation seemed to ultimately care about and did all they could to destroy him because of it. Join Kevin (dressed in the full spectrum sparkle rainbow) as he tells you about this genius and loving man, and this unfortunate end as a result of hate and prejudice.

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Hello, bizarre story, friends,
you've tuned in to the bazaar

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area, for we talked about the
strange, the Absurd, the

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unknown, and things that are
bizarre AF, I'm Kevin, I'm going

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to be your host for today's
episode and as always, we ask

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that you keep an open mind, keep
a skeptical layer but keep

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listening to those facts.
As we take you on our newest

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Journey, Alan Turing, the man
killed by the nation, he saved.

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And to another episode and happy
Pride Alicia.

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Happy Pride a lie.
Yeah.

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Oh my God, I'm so happy this
Pride look, I'm sorry.

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We look amazing.
If we do say so ourselves.

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If I do say so myself honestly.
Like I we were talking about

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this earlier as we were doing
our makeup and stuff.

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Yeah I was telling Kevin how
much Much I just wish every

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month where pride and we could
dress like this and just have

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fun and be creative.
We could be just the people, you

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know, give you the side.
I uh there's such douche bags.

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They just they do not appreciate
our fabulousness exactly.

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We just haven't always been this
to work and wouldn't be so fun

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on a conference call to have
someone on the call.

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Yes, it'll be fun with you.
I would be like, okay, you're

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interested in exactly half the
time you like Oh cool.

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Another bro.
And a Tech Fest or, like a

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douche bag like vest but like
honestly, we look so cool.

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Right?
So cool.

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I would want to know us.
Yeah, I definitely want to know

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us and I know us, I still want
it so hopefully you all are

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watching because we, we are all
pried it out.

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Yes, we are spent a good ol long
while Alysha help me with my

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eyeballs.
Yeah, with that beautiful.

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Rainbow whoosh swoosh.
Yeah, yeah.

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What is like a writ?
Maybe like a ribbon or

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something.
Yeah, I love it or waves

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sparkly.
Oh, my lips like, hey, big lips

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there.
So you know what's great is when

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you go over to Kevin's house and
he says, I think you need some

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like glitter on your lips.
I have specific like glitter for

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your lips.
Its micro you should put it on

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there.
I'm like a horse.

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Definitely not.
Well, cool.

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Well this is gay pride, last
June.

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Yeah, the world is the celebrate
pride.

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And, you know, I was going to do
an episode about pride and let

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me know.
It's not really bizarre doesn't

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really fit our theme, but I
don't know.

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We might talk about it someone.
So what kind of get into it a

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little bit today?
Yes.

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But we're going to start off by.
I'm gonna ask you Alicia, have

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you?
Ever heard of the Enigma

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machine.
I have you have.

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Yes.
I have heard of the Enigma

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machine ever heard of the bomba
or the bombe machine?

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No, I don't think so.
The Enigma machine wasn't that

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the, it was like, it helped out
with codes for the World War 2.

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The Enigma machine was actually
the machine.

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That was the one that the
Germans used to build.

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That's right, it's a code.
Yes.

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Okay.
And they got a hold of it.

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A hold of them and make them.
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Huh.
And then the the bomba or the

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Bombay, what they call it?
That's the one that broke the

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code.
Oh I didn't know that.

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I didn't either honest.
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What honest I didn't know the
name of it.

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Yeah but that was the name of it
so we're going to talk about

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those machines little bit today
and how they relate to a man who

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really saved the world from Pure
hate.

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Oh my God.
Ultimately yeah, seems Alan

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Turing.
Now, this is this episode is

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going to be a bit of a twofer.
Ooh, okay, a twofer.

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So it's gay pride month.
So I did want to take the

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opportunity to talk about Alan
and what a wonderful man he was

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and His absolutely horrendous
and senseless death which will

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actually lead us to the second
part of the episode where we're

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going to talk about the
completely bizarre and

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incomprehensible way that people
ultimately mask their hate and

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their judgment, and they're just
staying and all that other shit

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that they hide behind their
religions and rules and laws,

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and all that other stuff that
helps them justify their nasty

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Behavior.
Toward people so it's not going

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to be like super happy.
But here's the thing that's

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important, it's important, it's
what happened, it's what's

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happened in history and thank
God not, thank God, thank God.

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Will know, thank God that we can
be who we are today, right?

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Amen.
I mean you don't have to worry

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like right now, you know, we're
Decked Out.

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Beautiful bright colors and can
be whomever it is that we are.

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Yeah.
And people don't have to worry

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about those things now for the
most part.

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Yeah.
Right.

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So let people be who they want
to be free.

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Yeah.
For the most part, it's more

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acceptable to be okay with that.
Sure.

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Yeah, I guess yes, there are
still fucking assholes in this

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goddamn world but maybe we're
moving in the right direction.

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I think so.
Oh yeah we are absolutely making

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progress.
We are Okay, so start off by to

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highlighting Alan Turing.
So who was Alan Turing was full

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name is Alan Matheson touring
and he was born on June 23rd

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1912 in London.
Yeah, I was born in pride month.

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Yeah.
Now he was a British

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mathematician who made a lot of
tremendous contributions in

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mathematics crypto analysis
mathematical by law biology.

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I mean, shit that I'm like, hey,
because like way over my head.

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Yeah, right, I want one now.
We also made major contributions

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to what we now today, refer as
like computer science cognitive

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Artificial intelligence, like
the things that you was doing,

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we're cutting edge that really
started.

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Paving the way to allow us to
start doing this stuff,

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artificial live, all of that
stuff like he was a genius.

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The man, the man now he was a
son of a civil servant.

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But he was educated in a very
top private school, thankfully.

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So he wasn't, he wasn't stifled.
Yeah, could have lost that mind

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to sure to being a garbage man
or some whatever, right?

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Yeah.
The able to use that.

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That's right.
So I have a question about that,

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okay?
He is and I know I'm getting too

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close to those questions but I
do have a question.

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He went to a prestigious private
school.

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So how did he afford if his
parents were?

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That's a really good question.
I don't fully know the answer.

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I can only assume that people
knew and appreciated his

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intelligence and he probably had
a scholarship or something.

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Yeah.
Okay then that makes sense.

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There he met a person named
Christopher Markham.

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Okay.
And he was a classmate Who also

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had a tremendous passion for
mathematics.

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Besties.
Well this was Allen's first and

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only as we know true love.
Oh he was just madly in love

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with Christopher.
Islands, love believe it or not

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was not reciprocated.
But they were still, he's still

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really liked him.
I mean that you know he is more

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like a friend because I don't
think he was gay up in the

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slightest right.
But Alan just thought the world

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of Christopher is so smart and
just you know just felt like he

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was his match so he just never
ever got over Christopher.

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Oh my God I know it's a bit
heartbreaking.

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Christopher died in 1930 and
Alan was very, very affected by

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this.
Like I said it was his true love

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and he never He never found.
He could never find someone to

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replace him.
Like that was just going to be

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his true love.
And that was it.

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Yeah.
So he was really, really

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affected by that.
So Alan enters the University of

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Cambridge to study mathematics,
in 1931.

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Excuse me, right after
Christopher's death, and after

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graduating in 34, He was elected
to a fellowship at King's

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College.
And there he was in had a lot of

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recognition in his research and
something called probable

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Theory, probability Theory,
excuse me.

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Now, I'm not going to go into
what some of these things are.

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And I'm going to go into one of
them and a little bit and we're

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all gonna be Barbie.
Heads are gonna explode.

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So I'm not going to get too much
into the weeds just to know that

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he's extremely smart, okay?
So in 36, Touring seminal paper

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it's called was called on
computable numbers with an

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application to the inside ins
problem.

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Oh yeah.
Yeah, that yeah.

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That makes sense.
Oh my God.

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So much are sad.
Yeah, so much sense that

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problem.
Duh, well, we all know it.

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I know it inside its problem is
cheese which shines probably in

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shiden in shiden.
It's a German word.

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It translate to the decision
problem.

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Oh wait.
Is that?

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At like Schroeder Schrodinger's
cat.

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No, no, no.
I think that's like, oh sorry,

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Alan.
So it was recommended for

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publication in the American
mathematical.

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Area by a guy named Alonzo
Church.

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Who himself had just published a
paper that reached the same

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conclusion as turing's, although
it was a completely different

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method, but turns met turing's
method, Had a lot of

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significance on science and
Computing like it again.

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A lot of the things that he was
doing was like Forefront.

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That lot got a lot of scientists
and a lot of things moving into

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the direction that we know of
today.

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It's later that year touring
moved to Princeton University to

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study for a PhD in, mathematical
logic, Jesus, which he completed

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in 38.
I mean really, I mean, okay.

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I do think that touring is like
nerd alert.

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He's like, he's like, he's like
a genius nerd alert, genius nerd

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alert, nerd alert really so I
can't understand it.

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The only reason I'm making fun
of us because I still don't know

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in this happen to like almost
done with any of those words

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mean understood problem and
that, exactly.

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Okay.
Now, all of this has, Zero

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bearing on the story, but I have
to tell you what inside ins

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problem is.
Oh my God.

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Please.
No, please do so.

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I actually am interested.
Okay.

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So inside in this problem and I
had to rewrite this into a

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logical sentence and even The
Logical sentence is going to be

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like, what the f did you ask a?
I know.

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Yeah, right.
Exactly, didn't do that here?

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It did not make any sense.
Okay?

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Okay, okay, right cool.
If oh yeah.

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Okay, here, it's just logic.
Ok, so inside ins problem.

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Okay.
Is the problem of finding an

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algorithm?
Or a repetitive procedure.

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Okay.
That will yield a definite, yes,

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or no answer.
After choosing the question of a

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class of questions in
mathematics and formal logic.

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Just like your eyes glaze over
here.

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Like, I was with you for the
first three weeks.

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Okay.
An algorithm.

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Yeah.
So it's like, you're trying to

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trying to find this.
Procedure that yields a yes or

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no.
Yes or no.

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Yes or no?
Yes, after you find a question

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in a class of questions in
mathematics Or logical formal

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logic.
Okay okay, so we're just going

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to leave it at that.
Okay has I can't help you.

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Okay, I can help you.
I just said all of that.

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Just, again, to prove a point
that he was brilliant that like

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an unfathomably intelligent.
Yeah.

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Okay.
Oh, so I wait, I actually do

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have another definition.
Okay, was an effective method

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for solving the fundamental
mathematical problem of

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determining.
Ermine exactly, which

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mathematical statements are
provable within a given formal

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mathematical system, which are
not okay.

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They are, they're all about
run-on sentences and it's like,

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can we use simpler words, you
know, like do they all have to

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have like, you know, for
constant like no, no,

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mathematical, blah, blah.
It's like same math, math.

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We don't know what you're
saying.

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It's kinda too much.
Us.

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So now I say all of this again
not to educate everyone on

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mathematics because let's face
it. 100% of us didn't even know

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what I said.
Hmm.

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But I said, just how again to
help articulate how genius he

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was now in 36.
Turing had invented.

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This hypothetical Computing
device.

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And it came to know, as the
universal turing machine, the

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universal turing machine is last
name.

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Okay.
Now, after the second world war

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ended, he continued his research
in this area, kind of building

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and incorporating and everything
that he's has learned during the

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war now while he was working in,
What's called the npl?

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This National physical
laboratory.

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He published a design for this
other thing.

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It's called Ace automatic
computing. an earring, which

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They said was really the first.
Modern computer.

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So he really created the first
personal computer.

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So that was, that was the
universal turing.

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Machine was the computer?
No, it's a different.

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It's a different.
That's a whole nother.

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Okay?
Something different.

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Yeah, just do Universal
printing.

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All of these things and the
universal one.

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Like it was just hypothetical
was an actual machine.

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It was just a clever machine.
That's right.

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Okay, yeah, interesting.
So then having to read having

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returned from the United States
to his fellowship at King's

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College those in the summer. 38,
he was working part-time for the

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British government's code and
Cypher school when the second

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world war breaks out great.
So 1939 teacups takes up a full

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role at Bletchley Park in
buckinghamshire where for a time

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he led what they called The Hut.
And this is where top-secret

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work was carried out.
Out to decide, try to decipher

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military codes used by the
Germans, and they were getting

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these codes and they were
intercepting them, and they were

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deciphering them, and they were
figured out how to decipher

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them.
Well, just shortly thereafter or

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previously.
The Polish government had shared

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with with Britain and France how
they had successfully decoded

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these Enigma machines, right?
Okay.

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And the Machine that they were
using to decipher because they

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were intercepting the
communications well, The there's

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a small team of Polish
mathematicians and they had

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intercepted an actual Enigma
machine, and they were Fig

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trying to figure out the
internal wiring.

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Okay, 138 a team devised, a code
of breaking that machine and

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they called that machine, the
bombuh.

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Okay.
This is the bombuh the Mambo.

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Okay.
It's the Polish word for ice

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cream and I don't know.
Did it look like ice cream?

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I don't know.
I don't know.

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I couldn't really ever find a
good picture of a bomba.

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Yes, I don't know why they
called it that.

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Okay.
Okay.

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Now it only worked because
someone had intercepted figured

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out the Germans operating
procedures, so, they knew what

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they needed to do to decrypt the
message.

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Because when they were
intercepting these, these

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transmissions in a way that they
know, okay, well, this is this

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so I know how to decrypt it,
okay?

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Well, come May 1940 somehow the
Germans either figured out that

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they were decoding it or what
but now they decide.

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Oh well, we're going to change
the the, the site, The Cypher

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daily.
Wow.

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So now every day we're going to
change the thing that's going to

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decode it so that it's not like
the same thing for a month or a

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week or, right?
So now this bomber machine

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becomes useless doesn't work
anymore.

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Oh my God.
So, they turn to this fellow

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codebreakers named Jordan
Welshman.

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And he had another machine
called, the bum bum bum bbo MBE.

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So that be OMB a because that's
really not confusing.

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Thanks, Sid.
Now this super cute, Peter was

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able to decode the German code
even with a daily Cipher.

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It.
Now if anyone has ever watched

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The movie.
Huh about Alan.

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Turing.
Played by Cumberbatch.

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Benedict.
Cumberbatch a match. and, They

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do a very good job about him
working on creating this

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machine.
That's the size of a wall, and

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it's very mechanical.
Oh, sure.

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But it's so, Incredible.
I'm not going to go into

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details.
How I nygma works but Basically,

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you set these dials and by how
it by you set, the dials, then

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it changed.
Like when you press a g, it

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becomes a know.
And it only becomes the Oh by

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the these two different settings
and they're very complex

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complex.
Well, he made a computer that

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would figure that shit out.
So you don't have to actually

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like, do all of those steps just
to write.

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So they cause now they were
starting to decode these

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messages on a daily basis.
So, yes, It's like real time.

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Almost like real time news
real-time like information.

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Yeah, they were getting exactly.
Yeah, exactly, yeah, so he was

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critical critical in that.
So Alan was still haunted by the

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loss of Christopher.
And in a 1950 paper, he referred

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to research by some people that
he knew in the UK.

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Touring starts going down a
different path and he's saying

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there's an overwhelming
statistical evidence of

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telepathy in the world.
And he's starting to talk about

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how he there's overwhelming
evidence of it that it exists.

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This is where our boy Alan is
coming straight into our world

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of the bizarre area.
Exactly.

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So he's thinking that there's
statistics Tickly significant

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data to show that there is such
thing as telepathy now.

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How?
And so then you go, this guy is

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so effing smart.
How do you debate this?

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You like, right?
It's not just some personal

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straight, right?
Like he's not just saying that a

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scientist so I guess I guess
from my perspective.

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Yeah.
How do you debate it?

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But also where is his evidence
coming from?

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Right.
How's he getting this?

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We don't I couldn't find it.
Shut up.

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Okay, so then my little whole
conspiracy has starts coming.

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Oh my God, I have a hat on, put
conspiracy on it because yes,

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uh-huh.
Yeah, he had to have had data.

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Okay.
This is a scientist, exactly.

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He only lives with Day by data.
How does he not have, like

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notebooks or notes or whatever?
He did.

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I mean, I have no book right
here.

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Yeah, I'm worried.
I have a notebook all the time

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that I'm riding in Anytime we're
doing episodes.

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Yeah, notes, upon notes, upon
notes, and that's not

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scientific, you know?
I mean, it's like informative,

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but it's not mathematically.
It was like logic old by data.

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So, you know, ruled by Logic,
ruled, by data, ruled by like

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this.
Yeah.

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This this other Yeah, he was
real.

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That's he was ruled by science.
That's all.

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That's what he lived and
breathed at exactly.

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So we wouldn't just say
something exists, out of a whim.

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No right?
No.

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He also like were people like,
oh my God, because he's also

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like, you know, basically saving
the British people and like, you

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know, the allies with this
machine, like, maybe we should

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listen to him.
I was like, meh, he's a little

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crazy.
He's crazy crazy.

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In a bad way.
This way, But everything else

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like when he builds us like war,
machines were totally cool.

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That exactly.
Yes.

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We see this in the world, he's
great.

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Yeah, yeah.
And so, then he also, they also

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found a remark that he wrote
Somewhere that he says, you

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know, once the quote is quote,
once one has accepted them

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telepathy.
It doesn't seem a very big step

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to believe in ghosts, so now
he's going down this hole.

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Okay?
Okay, so wait a second.

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Said them the meaning telepathy
or them, meaning what?

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I don't know because I know that
we have in the past and we will

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in the future continue to talk
about alien abductions and how

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aliens seem to have like some
kind of telepathy or telekinetic

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like thing exactly.
So is that the them like them

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for telepathy?
Doesn't make any sense, right?

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Right so maybe right so maybe
yeah I mean I could go down a

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thousand rabbit.
Oh my God.

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Maybe yeah yeah yeah.
Okay.

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So like ghosts right.
Mmm.

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So Alan was actually remarkably
open about his homosexuality.

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I was gonna ask about that,
despite how repressive Attitudes

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were in that day and age.
And I just have to say, I mean,

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the United States is really bad.
Britain was worse.

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Oh God.
They were not, they were bad.

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Yeah, they are.
I know, they would like put

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people.
They would put people in prison.

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Like Oscar Wilde.
Went to prison for.

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I forgot what it was called, but
we're going to talk about.

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Okay, it's no bueno.
Yeah, and you'll maybe is logic

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in his eyes.
These what made him feel like.

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His orientation couldn't be a
crime you know because he's like

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I don't know.
Just I'm smart and does suck.

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So not important and you know,
I'm logical and it's no big

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deal.
So he just thought maybe, just

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maybe that's what he's just
thought.

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He's like that's not a crime,
you know?

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I mean his mind.
Yeah, that's I mean it didn't

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seem like even with his friend
when he told his friend

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Christopher like hey I'm gay is
like don't swing that way but

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like I'm like that's cool.
We can still be friends.

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Yeah.
And he was down for that.

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It didn't seem like he was ever
trying to hide who he was

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Claire.
He I felt like he had any reason

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to have to hide that.
Let's see, just save the

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freaking world.
I mean bt-dubs, like I don't

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know, really not that big of a
deal in the grand scheme of

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things.
Right?

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I just saved you from Hitler's.
Yes I think I can be gay.

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Yeah, absolutely.
And plus he lived a very

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sheltered liberal life at
Cambridge.

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You know what I mean?
That's right.

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That sounds parents were kind of
like that too.

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Like everyone.
He didn't really understand how

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the world could be.
Well, He's in for a shock

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because homosexuality was a
criminal offense at the time

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criminal criminal and in
February of 52 touring was

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arrested for having a sexual
relationship with a man, and

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then he was tried and convicted
of gross indecency.

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Gross indecency, there's
something called yeah.

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And so then to avoid prison.
So this was his options, okay?

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We're going to go to prison for
being gay.

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Or you cannot go to prison and
we will chemically castrate you.

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Because you shouldn't have any
sexual desires if you're gay.

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So, what'll it be. but you do
want and he says, I'm not going

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to present to have to make that
decision.

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He's a logical dude, right?
He knows it's going to happen,

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right?
He's not denying who he is.

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Right. 50.
What was that?

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1952.
It's like like what?

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Five years after the war fuckin
ended or something like that?

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Yeah, exactly. 43.
Yeah, well, yeah, but like,

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okay.
So like less than ten years

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after he saved, they're like, oh
yeah, yeah, thanks for what you

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did in the past.
But, but your gross.

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And yeah, this is like indecent.
Yeah.

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Indecent to who.
That's oh, God, your McGill get

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me going, girl.
I'm so so he did it.

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And basically, they just have
like a I think it's like high

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doses of female.
Estrogen, estrogen, female

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hormone is so what he took.
So is essentially a chemical

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castration and they gave it
neutralizes the iron,

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neutralizers your libido.
So there's like, you have no

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zero like zero sexual desire
plus, I'm sure it helps with you

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probably gives you boobs and
shrinks your balls and all, you

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00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:47,300
know, all these terrible
terrible.

453
00:28:48,900 --> 00:28:53,000
Physical things, not to mention
the emotional things, with all

454
00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:55,500
those female hormones, running
through my God.

455
00:28:55,500 --> 00:29:01,600
It's I just, it's makes me sick.
Yeah, so in June, 7th of 1954 at

456
00:29:01,600 --> 00:29:08,100
the age of 42 Alan is found dead
in his home in Williams or chef

457
00:29:08,300 --> 00:29:12,100
chef sure.
Now the exact circumstances of

458
00:29:12,100 --> 00:29:16,300
his death is can never be known.
He was alone.

459
00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:21,700
No one was with him.
But Alan had previously spoken

460
00:29:21,700 --> 00:29:28,000
of suicide to his friends.
Oh no, and so they just the

461
00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:34,000
corner, just chalked it up to
suicide.

462
00:29:35,400 --> 00:29:40,200
Now, next to turing's body was
an apple was partially eaten.

463
00:29:42,100 --> 00:29:45,200
Now years before this is really
interesting, okay.

464
00:29:45,300 --> 00:29:48,400
Alan had gone to see Snow White
and seven drawers.

465
00:29:48,500 --> 00:29:51,600
Yeah.
And he was friends were saying

466
00:29:51,600 --> 00:29:54,100
he was particularly taken with
the scene where that wicked

467
00:29:54,100 --> 00:29:57,400
witch dangled, the Apple into
that boil called ring and said,

468
00:29:57,400 --> 00:30:00,300
you know, dip the Apple in the
brew and that the sleeping death

469
00:30:00,300 --> 00:30:08,200
seep through, he was very take.
Oh, yeah, And I saw this thing

470
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,400
and said it had been reported,
that Alan had wanted quote to

471
00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:15,600
invest his departure from a
world that had treated him.

472
00:30:15,600 --> 00:30:21,700
So shabbily, with some of the
gothic Erie colorful Brilliance

473
00:30:21,700 --> 00:30:25,300
of a Disney film.
What?

474
00:30:26,700 --> 00:30:31,500
So he killed himself.
So right poisoning or assuming

475
00:30:31,500 --> 00:30:36,200
herbal thinking that he poisoned
himself.

476
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:39,300
That's how he killed himself.
So they didn't see like a noose

477
00:30:39,300 --> 00:30:41,300
or anything.
They just saw him dead.

478
00:30:41,300 --> 00:30:43,700
Yes.
And he had an apple next to him.

479
00:30:43,700 --> 00:30:46,100
Yes.
Oh my God.

480
00:30:46,100 --> 00:30:49,100
That is so McCobb.
Isn't it McCobb?

481
00:30:49,100 --> 00:30:50,900
But you think about?
Yeah.

482
00:30:50,900 --> 00:30:56,100
How messed up?
He had to have been I mean it's

483
00:30:56,100 --> 00:30:59,300
heartbreaking, you know, it's
hard like you started it.

484
00:30:59,300 --> 00:31:04,800
You started telling Alan
turing's, you know, story of his

485
00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:08,800
life by talking about
Christopher who was his like

486
00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:11,300
unrequited love.
And I'm like, oh my God, that's

487
00:31:11,300 --> 00:31:14,200
heartbreaking enough and like
and then we're we continue down

488
00:31:14,200 --> 00:31:19,500
this Rabbit Hole of like you
know, he does 11 scientific

489
00:31:19,500 --> 00:31:25,800
discovery after the next and You
know, less than 10 years later

490
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:29,300
he's living and like, of course,
he's never hit who the hell he

491
00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:31,500
was?
He's always been forthright.

492
00:31:31,500 --> 00:31:33,700
Honest logical about, who he
was.

493
00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:37,900
Yep.
And like, yeah, we need you to

494
00:31:38,000 --> 00:31:41,700
be chemically castrated or you
can go to prison.

495
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:44,300
Looks like I'm going to have to
take the chemical castration

496
00:31:44,300 --> 00:31:46,400
cause there's no way.
I'm, there's no way I know

497
00:31:46,400 --> 00:31:48,400
myself.
I'm not gonna I'm not gonna live

498
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:49,700
in sin is a person.
Yeah.

499
00:31:50,400 --> 00:31:56,000
So you know, they were basically
giving him a death sentence then

500
00:31:56,100 --> 00:32:00,000
ugly and then what you can't
really be yourself or you can't

501
00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:03,700
live life the way you want to
live at know and it just there

502
00:32:03,700 --> 00:32:05,900
is no logic in that.
None.

503
00:32:06,100 --> 00:32:08,100
None.
So you just on the problem

504
00:32:08,100 --> 00:32:12,300
yourself, that's exactly it,
which is exactly.

505
00:32:12,300 --> 00:32:15,800
Is so sad and it's nothing any
life was, right?

506
00:32:15,800 --> 00:32:17,500
Going to have any kind of a
life.

507
00:32:17,900 --> 00:32:21,700
Yeah, they based they showed him
that he wasn't going to, they

508
00:32:21,700 --> 00:32:23,000
made.
Made him, right?

509
00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:26,500
They forced him into that.
So the pathologist post-mortem

510
00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:29,700
report suggests is kind of a bit
more unromantic.

511
00:32:29,700 --> 00:32:33,900
They say, so the autopsies
autopsy revealed, that touring

512
00:32:33,900 --> 00:32:37,800
stomach contained four ounces of
a fluid that smelt of bitter

513
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:42,000
almonds solute, which is, was
cyanide?

514
00:32:42,000 --> 00:32:46,700
Yeah.
Is that is that almond smell

515
00:32:46,700 --> 00:32:48,400
that his death was not
accidental.

516
00:32:49,200 --> 00:32:55,200
Yeah, God there was enough
poison to fill a wine glass.

517
00:32:55,300 --> 00:32:58,200
Oh my God.
So he probably took a wine glass

518
00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:02,200
filled with it.
They think that they think he

519
00:33:02,200 --> 00:33:05,000
took bites of the apple to make
the more palatable.

520
00:33:05,800 --> 00:33:08,300
Oh, that makes sense.
Yeah.

521
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:12,300
It's also very dramatic way to
die thinking about it.

522
00:33:12,300 --> 00:33:15,200
That way, she'll write the
McCobb seen, right?

523
00:33:15,600 --> 00:33:22,400
But it's a, it's my God, just
awful, it's horrendous.

524
00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:25,300
So, as we mentioned, if you guys
haven't seen the imitation game,

525
00:33:25,500 --> 00:33:28,300
Benedict Cumberbatch, I really
have recommend.

526
00:33:28,300 --> 00:33:30,900
Have you seen it?
I haven't seen any gets good.

527
00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:33,200
Is that it does a really,
really, really good job.

528
00:33:33,300 --> 00:33:37,200
Now, they don't highlight The
storyline isn't about him being

529
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:40,500
gay, right?
Because that's just that's

530
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:44,100
that's insignificant right
detail.

531
00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:51,300
So yeah, grand scheme of things.
I think they'll honor him really

532
00:33:51,300 --> 00:33:56,400
well and and just portrays is
genius really Goods.

533
00:33:56,400 --> 00:33:59,800
I would recommend watching and
if you're interested.

534
00:34:00,000 --> 00:34:05,400
Yeah, and what I found out is
they just announced A musical

535
00:34:06,000 --> 00:34:09,400
called Alan Turing.
Guilty of love.

536
00:34:11,100 --> 00:34:19,199
Oh, you know, we're saying,
Count Me In say they say the

537
00:34:19,199 --> 00:34:22,400
description was this musical
explores the love and Human Side

538
00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:27,600
of Allen, delving into the life
of the mathematical genius, as

539
00:34:27,600 --> 00:34:29,699
well as the Betrayal of a
Nation.

540
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:36,699
I think it's in Course, New York
probably like, Off Broadway or

541
00:34:36,699 --> 00:34:39,500
something like that.
But my God I think it starts.

542
00:34:40,400 --> 00:34:44,300
Its debut is in Edinboro in The
Fringe Festival and all fine.

543
00:34:44,300 --> 00:34:46,300
August.
Oh my God.

544
00:34:46,699 --> 00:34:49,400
If anyone's in Edinburgh.
Exactly.

545
00:34:49,699 --> 00:34:53,500
How lost I yeah.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

546
00:34:53,500 --> 00:35:01,600
I hope it's really good.
I do too, but let's switch gears

547
00:35:01,600 --> 00:35:06,300
a little bit and let's talk
about out all of the bizarre and

548
00:35:06,300 --> 00:35:14,200
twisted ways that Christian's.
Another God-fearing.

549
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:26,500
People went to rid. the planet
of Bad Satan people, bad State

550
00:35:26,500 --> 00:35:27,400
and people.
Yeah.

551
00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:29,100
Okay.
You know, people that you fun

552
00:35:29,100 --> 00:35:31,300
people.
I mean all the fun people.

553
00:35:32,300 --> 00:35:34,000
The people we want to hang
around.

554
00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:38,800
I'm trying not to get too
invested in it and the mat,

555
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,800
that's why I'm struggling with
words because I want to just

556
00:35:41,800 --> 00:35:46,900
like, you know, I want to just,
I can see, I can say my words, I

557
00:35:46,908 --> 00:35:51,200
can see it in your and your
Rainbow be good eyes.

558
00:35:51,900 --> 00:35:53,400
What?
You're Trying to say.

559
00:35:53,600 --> 00:35:56,100
Yeah, yeah.
Okay.

560
00:35:56,100 --> 00:35:59,600
So here are the terrible
disgusting bizarre crap that

561
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:04,300
people have done to LGB the LGBT
community ready for this.

562
00:36:04,400 --> 00:36:06,000
Probably not.
But no, I'm not ready.

563
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:10,400
So chemical castration will
start off there, just talked

564
00:36:10,400 --> 00:36:14,700
about that.
So it's useful purposes was to

565
00:36:14,700 --> 00:36:18,700
help kill Cancers and tumors
that feed on hormones picture,

566
00:36:18,700 --> 00:36:21,200
combat, the hormones.
That makes sense.

567
00:36:21,400 --> 00:36:24,500
But it's more common.
Use is just try and stop gay and

568
00:36:24,500 --> 00:36:27,200
lesbian sex offenders from
having or wanting sex.

569
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:33,700
How fucking stupid is that,
like, why are we spending like

570
00:36:33,700 --> 00:36:37,300
any time on that?
Who cares cares?

571
00:36:37,300 --> 00:36:40,700
Uh, it's really like, not that
big of a deal.

572
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:44,400
I, am I bothering you?
Okay, can I tell you?

573
00:36:44,800 --> 00:36:52,400
I was okay.
So, I was working in my past

574
00:36:52,400 --> 00:36:56,700
life.
That's also my current life in a

575
00:36:56,700 --> 00:37:04,700
very Conservative environment.
And in this environment it was

576
00:37:04,700 --> 00:37:09,700
like you know good old boys down
south boys, you know.

577
00:37:10,500 --> 00:37:15,300
And I remember it was around
like Proposition 8 and like that

578
00:37:15,300 --> 00:37:17,700
stuff happening.
It's like Proposition 8 was for

579
00:37:17,700 --> 00:37:20,800
Nia when California.
So Proposition 8 said like

580
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:24,500
illegal to for you know, people
who are gay to get married, like

581
00:37:24,500 --> 00:37:30,200
same-sex Bulba whatever.
So, oh, There was a huge

582
00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:32,900
movement and he was talking
about that was around, you know,

583
00:37:32,900 --> 00:37:36,800
Obama has new toy to presidency
and he was saying, you know, he

584
00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:40,400
said, I don't know what these
Liberals are doing and I was

585
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,700
like riding to work with in my
bike.

586
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:46,600
He's like, hey Alicia, you you
ride, you ride to work with your

587
00:37:47,200 --> 00:37:49,800
on your bike and your grass
skirt like grass skirt.

588
00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,400
Like I don't have a grass skirt.
He was like saying that I'm

589
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:56,300
always like a pothead and like
I'm not by the way, I'm just not

590
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,500
hot.
No problem for people who Our,

591
00:37:59,500 --> 00:38:03,500
but I'm, that's just not me.
But anyways, he was making fun

592
00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:05,900
of me and he said, you know
what, he said this, like whole

593
00:38:05,900 --> 00:38:08,100
gay thing.
He said, I don't get it supposed

594
00:38:08,100 --> 00:38:10,700
to be Adam and Eve not Adam and
Steve.

595
00:38:10,700 --> 00:38:12,900
Oh my God.
And I was sitting there

596
00:38:12,900 --> 00:38:18,400
thinking, do you know who I am?
Like, like, do you know how many

597
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:20,000
friends I have?
Who are gay?

598
00:38:20,000 --> 00:38:22,900
Like, you're a fucking idiot.
But I looked at him and I was

599
00:38:22,900 --> 00:38:24,300
like, oh, I'm gonna get him
right?

600
00:38:24,300 --> 00:38:27,800
Or I matters and I said, you
know, I said yeah, whatever I

601
00:38:27,808 --> 00:38:31,100
don't really care about is the
only Really care about who

602
00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:33,400
they're having sex with is, you
know, my partner.

603
00:38:33,700 --> 00:38:36,600
I said, I think it's pretty gay.
If you think if you're thinking

604
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:43,600
about what other men are doing,
why is that in your mind go?

605
00:38:43,608 --> 00:38:46,200
No, I don't care.
I'm like then, wide wide.

606
00:38:46,200 --> 00:38:48,700
Are you so hung up on it?
You should only be like the only

607
00:38:48,700 --> 00:38:50,200
person you should care about is
your wife.

608
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:54,000
So if they're consensual people
like, who cares doesn't matter

609
00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:56,100
and he was like, do the love
though.

610
00:38:56,100 --> 00:38:58,900
I'm like yeah, those little
like, walk back into the fucking

611
00:38:58,900 --> 00:39:00,600
closet.
Is that like if you have such an

612
00:39:00,600 --> 00:39:01,800
issue with it?
Yeah.

613
00:39:02,200 --> 00:39:03,800
So obnoxious.
I'm sorry.

614
00:39:03,900 --> 00:39:06,200
I'm saying this as an ally.
Hi here.

615
00:39:08,400 --> 00:39:12,300
You start and then your blood
starts to go and you feel it.

616
00:39:12,300 --> 00:39:15,500
I can feel it right now.
Like honestly, my heart is just

617
00:39:15,500 --> 00:39:18,800
like probably look silly just
want to know.

618
00:39:18,900 --> 00:39:20,600
Okay, sorry.
No, it's okay.

619
00:39:20,600 --> 00:39:21,900
I knew we were going to go on
Dan Jones.

620
00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:29,000
I knew we were another one is
aversion therapy.

621
00:39:33,700 --> 00:39:36,200
Uh-huh.
Would you like to tell the class

622
00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:38,800
what if what it is?
So that's right.

623
00:39:38,900 --> 00:39:43,000
Electrons attached to the wrist
and lower leg and shocks

624
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:46,100
administered while patients.
Look at photographs of people in

625
00:39:46,100 --> 00:39:50,600
various stages of undress.
The aim is to encourage

626
00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:55,100
avoidance of by the shock of
moving the photographs by moving

627
00:39:55,100 --> 00:39:57,200
to photographs of the opposite
sex.

628
00:39:57,200 --> 00:40:01,200
So you make them it's a version
therapy you See, this is okay.

629
00:40:01,400 --> 00:40:02,900
You see, that's what.
Oh, that's good.

630
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,900
Yeah, this is good.
This is a woman.

631
00:40:05,300 --> 00:40:08,200
You should like this, like how I
just don't want you to hurt me

632
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:12,000
again?
She's, I have a feeling Kevin

633
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:16,000
that that does not work.
Of course it doesn't work.

634
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:19,300
So barbaric, it's fucked.
Okay.

635
00:40:19,300 --> 00:40:21,300
I thought this was a different
type of therapy, which I'm sure

636
00:40:21,300 --> 00:40:24,200
the one that I'm thinking of you
going to go over, but that is,

637
00:40:25,900 --> 00:40:29,800
it's insane to me.
That that is something that

638
00:40:29,800 --> 00:40:34,600
people were like no this is so
it's so intense.

639
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:38,700
They're so intense about.
You not being that way.

640
00:40:39,100 --> 00:40:45,200
You like you are consuming my
mama because you're not what I

641
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:47,600
think you should be in.
Always it's a boiling back to

642
00:40:47,600 --> 00:40:50,800
religion which is another thing
just pisses me off, but it's

643
00:40:50,800 --> 00:40:54,000
like people who just like are
really boring.

644
00:40:55,100 --> 00:40:58,100
I don't know what it is.
I think they do.

645
00:40:58,300 --> 00:41:01,000
Have lives.
And and to be completely honest,

646
00:41:01,000 --> 00:41:05,000
I wonder if a lot of it is like
there's so much self-hatred that

647
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,100
they have because maybe they're
a little gay because I think, I

648
00:41:07,100 --> 00:41:11,300
mean, to be completely honest, I
like go to the Kinsey scale like

649
00:41:11,300 --> 00:41:14,600
every, nobody's totally
straight, nobody's totally gay.

650
00:41:14,600 --> 00:41:18,100
Everyone is some shade of
whatever.

651
00:41:18,100 --> 00:41:21,900
Inside of that Spectrum, you
have these two sides and people

652
00:41:21,900 --> 00:41:24,300
really don't fit on those.
We're all somewhere in the

653
00:41:24,300 --> 00:41:28,000
middle and maybe they're not so
comfortable with being Maybe.

654
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:31,300
not so straight maybe and so
it's like that self-hatred that

655
00:41:31,300 --> 00:41:36,600
there then progressing onto you
and of course, Parents teach

656
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:40,300
parent kids to hate well do just
that just goes and goes yeah,

657
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:44,000
goes it's cyclical.
So then of course there's now

658
00:41:44,000 --> 00:41:48,700
there's religious counseling.
The so intense Bible study

659
00:41:49,500 --> 00:41:52,300
regardless of the person's
beliefs or religion.

660
00:41:53,800 --> 00:41:57,200
You know, my God and my buck or
the truth.

661
00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:05,000
You will comprise comply and you
will pray, the gay away, do

662
00:42:05,000 --> 00:42:10,600
whatever know just yet, another
tool and critic a way.

663
00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:13,200
It's going to help.
Just go talk to God about it.

664
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:16,600
Gods like your school.
If you're gay, know what these

665
00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,300
people are saying, bitch.
I just I made him.

666
00:42:19,300 --> 00:42:20,700
Yeah, I made them.
I know.

667
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:28,700
No, I definitely know.
Then there's hypnosis Isis.

668
00:42:30,300 --> 00:42:33,600
Oh, so like trying to get
someone to stop smoking, right?

669
00:42:33,600 --> 00:42:37,100
So the aim here is to
subconsciously get the subject

670
00:42:37,100 --> 00:42:40,100
to have uncomfortable or
unpleasant feelings when they

671
00:42:40,100 --> 00:42:42,400
think about or engage in sexual
activity.

672
00:42:43,100 --> 00:42:48,200
So weird that is so weird.
Like people do that for like

673
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:52,700
smoking happens, right?
Like I hate this innate thing,

674
00:42:52,700 --> 00:42:57,000
as you choose to smoke.
You choose to be gay, right?

675
00:42:57,000 --> 00:43:00,200
That's what people do, right?
Can hypnotize you to just Stop

676
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:02,900
that bad habit.
Just like you choose to be

677
00:43:02,900 --> 00:43:06,100
straight or you choose to like
Itza or whatever.

678
00:43:06,100 --> 00:43:11,600
It's like, we're just kind of
like it, God, then there's

679
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:14,800
masculinization programs.
Oh, what's that?

680
00:43:15,700 --> 00:43:18,200
It's just what the name,
implies, you have to go do

681
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:21,200
things that a man supposed to do
to try to masculinize.

682
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,400
Um, we're gonna go, we're gonna
go hunt me, man.

683
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:26,300
Me strong.
Yeah, but plenty of gay guys,

684
00:43:26,300 --> 00:43:29,500
like that kind of stuff.
Hello, I like to shoot.

685
00:43:30,900 --> 00:43:33,200
You like shooting stuff.
Yeah.

686
00:43:33,200 --> 00:43:37,000
You like you the amount of
things that I find out about you

687
00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:40,000
that you enjoy doing them.
Like you're just ruining an

688
00:43:40,000 --> 00:43:45,200
Enigma machine.
I didn't know you liked this 20.

689
00:43:45,200 --> 00:43:47,100
You have oh oh, you like she
goes.

690
00:43:47,100 --> 00:43:49,100
Oh, that's cool.
I had no clue.

691
00:43:49,500 --> 00:43:51,000
Yeah.
Like, I don't know, maybe people

692
00:43:51,000 --> 00:43:53,400
can be multifaceted, do you
think?

693
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:57,700
No, you have to be in a box
Alicia.

694
00:43:57,700 --> 00:44:00,900
I'm gonna put you in this box.
You must In this box, if you

695
00:44:00,900 --> 00:44:04,700
bleed edges outside of the box,
we must fix you.

696
00:44:04,900 --> 00:44:10,200
Mmm dumb hashtag stupid suck
stupid.

697
00:44:12,200 --> 00:44:16,000
Then there's exorcisms
exercising gay audio.

698
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:17,600
Huh?
Well, it's a demon.

699
00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:20,900
It's the devil.
I was just gonna go to really -

700
00:44:20,900 --> 00:44:24,000
are like a really weird place of
like a hat of the exercise

701
00:44:24,100 --> 00:44:27,600
because you know, those priests
are like, oh yeah, entitled

702
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:33,400
definitely exercise that.
I'm sure you will preach fucking

703
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:35,900
bill priest.
Fill priest?

704
00:44:36,300 --> 00:44:37,800
I don't know.
Name them.

705
00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:42,400
There's a reason why they wanted
to into being a priest because

706
00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:43,400
they couldn't.
Yes.

707
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:47,500
Larry search choose to be gay.
They choose.

708
00:44:47,600 --> 00:44:49,800
And maybe why they behave so
poorly.

709
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:54,700
Because there's so, Their minds
are so Twisted.

710
00:44:54,700 --> 00:44:57,000
All of the, well, I think a lot
of these people, they're in,

711
00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:02,800
such conservative, you know,
upbringings, they're like, well,

712
00:45:02,800 --> 00:45:04,800
this is not.
I'm just going to devote my life

713
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:07,700
to the church and like same
thing with women who are nuns

714
00:45:07,700 --> 00:45:09,800
and stuff like that.
Same kind of thing, like,

715
00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:13,400
they're devoting their life to
the church, and the idea behind

716
00:45:13,400 --> 00:45:19,300
that is You know I can't act out
right this right?

717
00:45:19,300 --> 00:45:24,300
This will cure me.
Yeah let's see.

718
00:45:24,300 --> 00:45:28,200
There's something called
psychodrama who this sounds fun

719
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:34,100
even though I know I thought
kind of a Psycho Drama has been

720
00:45:34,100 --> 00:45:39,800
described as individual therapy,
but in a group format, With the

721
00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:44,100
action taking place around, the
protagonist protagonist multiple

722
00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:47,500
roles in life, such as a parent
partner, a sibling and an

723
00:45:47,500 --> 00:45:50,400
employee.
So there's three types of

724
00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:54,200
psychodrama something called
doubling and that's when another

725
00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:58,400
person physically standing close
by the protagonist is mimicking

726
00:45:58,400 --> 00:46:00,300
them.
In their postures, they can see

727
00:46:00,300 --> 00:46:04,100
how awful they are 0 because
everyone who's like gay has a

728
00:46:04,108 --> 00:46:10,800
specific posture and mannerisms
Disgusting you are it's just

729
00:46:10,800 --> 00:46:15,500
bullying.
Totally that's just bring a

730
00:46:15,500 --> 00:46:18,500
Boolean to their back.
I hate how you laugh?

731
00:46:18,500 --> 00:46:23,400
Like exactly I can't help that
geez make me feel so

732
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:27,300
self-conscious.
Fuck there's mirroring where the

733
00:46:27,300 --> 00:46:30,700
protagonist will take a seat and
let everyone pretend to be them.

734
00:46:32,700 --> 00:46:35,500
Mirroring what they like.
All of your, all of your

735
00:46:35,500 --> 00:46:38,400
everybody in the group.
Oh my God.

736
00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:41,500
And then there's role reversal
where you stepping, out of One's

737
00:46:41,500 --> 00:46:44,100
Own identity, and trading places
with another.

738
00:46:44,100 --> 00:46:47,400
So, pretending to be your
father, who's disgusted by you?

739
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:52,200
Oh, you have to pretend like, I
have to pretend to be my dad who

740
00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:57,500
just thinks testing.
That's so awful awful.

741
00:46:57,600 --> 00:47:00,300
It's like so just happens to
this day people.

742
00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,800
I was going to say don't they?
And you might be bringing it up

743
00:47:04,200 --> 00:47:09,000
what we're like because I
actually I have a personal, not

744
00:47:09,000 --> 00:47:15,600
so personal story about this but
the black reformed gays are like

745
00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:19,300
lesbians who are therapists what
was that called.

746
00:47:20,500 --> 00:47:22,600
And they're like Christian or
whatever.

747
00:47:22,700 --> 00:47:28,200
Oh, like the converter
conversion therapy but it's

748
00:47:28,200 --> 00:47:30,700
like, oh yeah.
No actually, like I was just

749
00:47:30,700 --> 00:47:33,900
believing like the Wicked Ways
of the world and stuff so that

750
00:47:33,900 --> 00:47:36,000
is conversion therapy.
All they're doing is convincing

751
00:47:36,000 --> 00:47:37,900
themselves of something.
That's not true.

752
00:47:38,000 --> 00:47:39,700
That's yeah.
No, they're still like

753
00:47:39,700 --> 00:47:41,200
everyone's still gay.
I had a friend.

754
00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:49,800
I'm not kidding you.
I had a friend in 2009-2010, who

755
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:52,500
was Having a hard time.
And of course, go figure.

756
00:47:52,500 --> 00:47:54,700
Like, I'm always like one of the
first people that people come

757
00:47:54,700 --> 00:47:57,500
out.
Like, during that time, we were

758
00:47:57,500 --> 00:48:01,200
talking about this earlier.
I was like, oh, that makes a lot

759
00:48:01,200 --> 00:48:04,000
of sense, but, but I don't who
cares.

760
00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:09,600
Like, I never doesn't bother me.
Well, his family got really

761
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:15,300
fucking weird and like took him
out of school and then he was in

762
00:48:15,300 --> 00:48:19,600
therapy, like with a reformed
lesbian and he's like no, he's

763
00:48:19,600 --> 00:48:22,300
like I think I I probably could
like there are some women that

764
00:48:22,300 --> 00:48:24,400
I've thought are attractive.
I'm like, yeah.

765
00:48:24,400 --> 00:48:27,000
But you don't want to fuck them
like like you don't have any

766
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:30,000
sexual leans like I can sit here
and be like their women.

767
00:48:30,000 --> 00:48:33,100
I find attractive but it's not
like I want to have a sexual

768
00:48:33,100 --> 00:48:36,400
encounter with them.
Like it's just bull can be

769
00:48:36,500 --> 00:48:37,600
attractive.
You can.

770
00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:42,300
Yeah yeah people can be
attractive or can be, it doesn't

771
00:48:42,300 --> 00:48:46,000
mean you know anything.
And I just remember the torture

772
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:48,600
that he was in because he
honestly like Heathen.

773
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:53,300
It's so sad and You know,
families putting putting their

774
00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:58,000
and not think that was in
Colorado about ten years ago in

775
00:48:58,000 --> 00:49:01,000
Colorado.
Colorado is pretty freaking, you

776
00:49:01,000 --> 00:49:05,900
know, liberal, right?
I can't imagine how it's this.

777
00:49:05,900 --> 00:49:07,700
This is still happening by the
way, I don't know.

778
00:49:07,700 --> 00:49:09,900
I feel like we should say
something like along the lines

779
00:49:09,900 --> 00:49:14,400
of, you know, if you find
yourself in a situation like

780
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:18,200
that, you know, there's help
there is a help of anything to

781
00:49:18,400 --> 00:49:20,800
eat 11 if you have suicidal.
Thoughts.

782
00:49:21,900 --> 00:49:26,200
And if you know there's all
kinds of Center like go to lgbtq

783
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:27,100
centers.
Yeah.

784
00:49:27,100 --> 00:49:31,200
Petey's centers or I mean,
there's some find call you think

785
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:34,900
ol call 1-800 numbers.
The Trevor Project is another

786
00:49:34,900 --> 00:49:37,900
great resource, at least in
Colorado.

787
00:49:37,900 --> 00:49:44,400
There's the center in in Denver,
and it's a resource for, for

788
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:47,000
kids.
And for, you know, adults anyone

789
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:50,100
who's lgbtq+ to, you know, all
the stuff.

790
00:49:50,200 --> 00:49:51,700
Shokran.
MZ all the acronyms, the

791
00:49:51,700 --> 00:49:53,000
alphabet Mafia.
Yeah.

792
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,800
Anyone.
Who's a member, you know, that's

793
00:49:54,800 --> 00:49:59,600
there for you and it's really
not that big of a deal one,

794
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,500
right?
But you're not alone and there

795
00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:05,600
are resources out there, you
know, and that's that's a good

796
00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:08,500
point because, you know, we are
laughing about it.

797
00:50:08,700 --> 00:50:10,600
It's because it's so absurd.
It's so absurd.

798
00:50:10,600 --> 00:50:14,600
So, Absurd.
But there are, there are all

799
00:50:14,600 --> 00:50:17,100
kinds of people.
Hello Alicia.

800
00:50:17,100 --> 00:50:19,700
And I are here, we have yes,
phone number on our website.

801
00:50:19,800 --> 00:50:23,600
Yeah, please call us a call.
We would love, we would be happy

802
00:50:23,600 --> 00:50:25,000
to talk to you, happy to help
you.

803
00:50:27,300 --> 00:50:31,100
So, abreaction every Bria.
I think it's called it

804
00:50:31,100 --> 00:50:33,600
pronounced abreaction.
Think every action is a

805
00:50:33,600 --> 00:50:38,700
psychoanalytical term for
relieving, sorry, for reliving

806
00:50:38,700 --> 00:50:43,600
an experience to purge it of its
emotional excess.

807
00:50:45,300 --> 00:50:50,900
So type of course karthus cut
this with artists are catharsis.

808
00:50:50,900 --> 00:50:56,500
Yeah, sometimes it is a method
of becoming conscious of

809
00:50:56,500 --> 00:51:00,800
repressed, traumatic events.
So a lot of times they will take

810
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:04,300
what traumatic event.
Are you covering up with your

811
00:51:04,300 --> 00:51:06,800
homosexuality?
What happened to you?

812
00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:10,800
You had to have been molested or
raped and now you're just acting

813
00:51:10,800 --> 00:51:14,900
out.
Oh my God, I'll tell you what.

814
00:51:15,100 --> 00:51:19,300
But the vast majority of the
population has had some kind of

815
00:51:19,300 --> 00:51:23,800
trauma, but to equate that to
being gay being gay.

816
00:51:23,800 --> 00:51:26,300
Yeah.
That's a mind.

817
00:51:26,300 --> 00:51:30,000
Fuck, it's in like all the worst
way is torture.

818
00:51:30,100 --> 00:51:33,100
It's torture.
It absolutely is

819
00:51:34,300 --> 00:51:37,100
electroconvulsive therapy is a
treatment that involves sending

820
00:51:37,100 --> 00:51:39,100
electrical current through your
brain.

821
00:51:39,100 --> 00:51:42,900
Right causing a brief surge of
electrical activity within your

822
00:51:42,900 --> 00:51:46,400
brain.
This is also known as a seizure,

823
00:51:46,700 --> 00:51:49,300
oh my God.
It's like yeah, the electroshock

824
00:51:49,300 --> 00:51:53,200
therapy therapy.
And so, they move that is to

825
00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:58,200
treat is to relieve the symptoms
of the mental health problem

826
00:51:58,200 --> 00:52:04,100
that you have.
Because guess what freaking like

827
00:52:04,100 --> 00:52:09,300
being gay was like in the DSM.
Which is like the Diagnostics.

828
00:52:09,300 --> 00:52:10,900
Yes, standard measurements.
Yeah.

829
00:52:10,900 --> 00:52:13,700
I was like yeah psychiatric.
Yes.

830
00:52:13,800 --> 00:52:20,400
Like it was it was considered a
mental disorder.

831
00:52:20,400 --> 00:52:23,600
Yes.
Until like pretty recently

832
00:52:24,300 --> 00:52:30,600
that's fucking crazy dude.
Conversion therapy is what we're

833
00:52:30,600 --> 00:52:36,300
talking about.
Yes, is the Practice of

834
00:52:36,300 --> 00:52:39,400
attempting to change an
individual, sexual orientation,

835
00:52:39,400 --> 00:52:42,700
gender identity, or gender
expression to align with

836
00:52:42,700 --> 00:52:45,200
heterosexual and cisgender
norms.

837
00:52:46,300 --> 00:52:48,800
Sounds really fun.
Sounds like it's like sun.

838
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:52,200
So productive and important.
Oh my God.

839
00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:54,700
Yeah because you know what?
You know what I was thinking

840
00:52:54,700 --> 00:52:58,200
about like creative spaces and
stuff.

841
00:52:58,200 --> 00:53:00,300
It's just filled with straight
people.

842
00:53:00,900 --> 00:53:04,900
It's all straight men.
Exactly.

843
00:53:07,200 --> 00:53:10,600
All the cool creative stuff is
because straight men exists.

844
00:53:10,600 --> 00:53:13,500
Exactly.
Hello.

845
00:53:13,500 --> 00:53:20,700
Larious So Florida, for example,
oh my god.

846
00:53:21,400 --> 00:53:23,500
Oh great.
We're bringing forth.

847
00:53:24,100 --> 00:53:27,000
Okay.
Peace and love, peace and love

848
00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:28,900
Florida.
But good God.

849
00:53:28,900 --> 00:53:31,800
Get your shit together.
Get it together.

850
00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:33,600
Good girl, get a grip good.
Girl.

851
00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:37,900
Get a grip girl?
Gonna grab Florida.

852
00:53:38,600 --> 00:53:40,800
Lay it on me.
So they say you can't perform

853
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:42,700
any type of sex, education to
children.

854
00:53:44,000 --> 00:53:47,500
Yeah.
Conversion therapy is totally

855
00:53:47,500 --> 00:53:48,500
okay.
It's children.

856
00:53:48,500 --> 00:53:51,400
Like anyone who's under the age
of 18?

857
00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:54,500
Well kids ask about sex?
That's so stupid.

858
00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:59,300
Yeah but it shouldn't be done in
a public space Oh my God.

859
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:05,000
And you can try to convert
someone for something.

860
00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:09,400
They didn't want to be and are
not but it's not okay to discuss

861
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:11,200
things that may help them or
find discover who they want to

862
00:54:11,208 --> 00:54:15,000
be.
It makes no fucking sense, makes

863
00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:17,400
no fucking sense.
It's like such a cop-out.

864
00:54:17,400 --> 00:54:19,900
It's like no, we're just like
trying to be hands-off and

865
00:54:19,900 --> 00:54:22,900
letting the kid like the guys is
like we're letting the kids be,

866
00:54:22,900 --> 00:54:25,000
whoever they want to be like,
that's what they're trying to

867
00:54:25,000 --> 00:54:29,600
make this sound like men and not
convert them, not encourage them

868
00:54:29,700 --> 00:54:34,300
to anyone, courage them to
discover to, you want to

869
00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:36,100
encourage them to be gay.
Hmm?

870
00:54:37,000 --> 00:54:41,900
You don't want to talk about it
because you might introduce it

871
00:54:41,900 --> 00:54:45,700
and put thoughts in their head.
The other thought is it?

872
00:54:45,700 --> 00:54:48,300
Well, it's not, it's not
appropriate.

873
00:54:48,700 --> 00:54:53,300
That's not the place of teachers
and such, but I would argue that

874
00:54:53,800 --> 00:54:56,500
a lot of these kids, that's
where they get, that's where

875
00:54:56,500 --> 00:54:58,500
they'll see the only place they
learned thing or the only place

876
00:54:58,500 --> 00:55:00,100
to get attention.
Oh, yeah.

877
00:55:00,500 --> 00:55:05,300
Because their parents are awful.
Yes. plenty of kids, plenty of

878
00:55:05,300 --> 00:55:12,600
kids especially those who are
gay or Gender questioning or

879
00:55:12,600 --> 00:55:14,700
whatever, their parents,
probably.

880
00:55:14,700 --> 00:55:16,200
A lot of their parents are just
awful.

881
00:55:16,500 --> 00:55:19,700
Yeah, they they want to save
that.

882
00:55:23,000 --> 00:55:25,500
Now, there are four.
I'm not going on a tangent here

883
00:55:25,500 --> 00:55:26,600
for a second.
Please.

884
00:55:27,800 --> 00:55:30,900
There are four states.
Indiana, Alabama, Georgia.

885
00:55:30,900 --> 00:55:36,200
And you guessed it Florida.
That actually have laws that

886
00:55:36,200 --> 00:55:40,700
prohibit, local level bans on
conversion therapy.

887
00:55:42,100 --> 00:55:48,200
They prohibit bands on
conversion conversion therapy,

888
00:55:49,800 --> 00:55:55,400
20 States, there's absolutely no
laws about conversion therapy.

889
00:55:57,200 --> 00:56:04,800
Five states where there is a ban
for minors, only and 21 states

890
00:56:05,500 --> 00:56:08,400
with full-out bands.
Thank you Colorado.

891
00:56:08,800 --> 00:56:11,400
Oh, when was that one was
Colorado band?

892
00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:14,900
I do not know, but of the dates,
I mean, it's one of the last 10

893
00:56:14,900 --> 00:56:17,600
years, the 21.
Well, thank fucking God for

894
00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:20,600
that.
The thing that pisses me off,

895
00:56:20,600 --> 00:56:23,600
like, even just like the whole
idea of like anyone who's under

896
00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:26,400
80, we're not, we're not going
to allow it.

897
00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:28,500
Version therapy for anyone who
is under 18.

898
00:56:28,500 --> 00:56:31,400
It's like the person I knew was
over 18.

899
00:56:31,500 --> 00:56:33,900
Hmm.
And it doesn't matter how I

900
00:56:33,900 --> 00:56:36,600
mean, of course you're an adult
but like, you can still be lost.

901
00:56:36,600 --> 00:56:41,100
But like to take to take
someone's like a place where

902
00:56:41,100 --> 00:56:44,300
someone so vulnerable and like
trying to figure their own shit

903
00:56:44,300 --> 00:56:48,000
out which is hard for all of us.
Yeah, like no matter what matter

904
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,800
what, but like trying to figure
that out when you think you're

905
00:56:50,800 --> 00:56:54,200
going to be facing adversity
like us and then saying hate and

906
00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,600
evil to you.
I mean how that's impossible.

907
00:56:56,700 --> 00:56:58,200
People who should love you the
most.

908
00:56:58,200 --> 00:57:00,200
She's your family.
They're like, oh no, we found a

909
00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:02,900
solution for you.
We found this great therapist

910
00:57:04,200 --> 00:57:06,500
like you do your thing.
I can talk to them about,

911
00:57:06,500 --> 00:57:08,700
they've gone through the same
thing as you, and in reality,

912
00:57:08,700 --> 00:57:10,900
you're like, oh my God, that's
great.

913
00:57:10,900 --> 00:57:14,300
Like I I've always wanted
someone to talk to about it.

914
00:57:14,300 --> 00:57:17,700
I want you to love me and and so
I'll do whatever you whatever.

915
00:57:17,700 --> 00:57:19,200
That's what you need and then
you find out.

916
00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:22,900
It's fucking conversion therapy.
Like if somebody's trying to, if

917
00:57:22,900 --> 00:57:28,000
you have a therapist who's
trying to tell you, That you are

918
00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:31,600
not gay or you're not straight
or not like a to be who you are.

919
00:57:31,600 --> 00:57:32,900
Yeah, it's not okay, to be who
you are.

920
00:57:32,900 --> 00:57:36,900
Like yeah.
Like these emerges that you have

921
00:57:36,900 --> 00:57:39,400
that are normal.
Like there are you know there

922
00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:42,900
are some weirdoes out there no
matter what like that one or

923
00:57:42,900 --> 00:57:45,400
that one shows.
Like there's like this guy was

924
00:57:45,400 --> 00:57:48,700
like I'm just really attracted
to my car and you're like dude

925
00:57:48,700 --> 00:57:53,200
that's weird like okay there's
something of that but like but

926
00:57:53,200 --> 00:57:56,500
like if it's like, you know, two
people who are, you know, loving

927
00:57:56,500 --> 00:57:58,800
each other.
Other adults like can make their

928
00:57:58,800 --> 00:58:04,000
own decisions but we're just
human humans who like who want

929
00:58:04,000 --> 00:58:08,400
connection and and shame on
people who dictating it.

930
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:10,600
Yeah.
Who are trying to put rules on

931
00:58:10,600 --> 00:58:14,800
that human connection between
two people because it doesn't

932
00:58:14,800 --> 00:58:16,500
look the same for anyone.
That's right.

933
00:58:17,000 --> 00:58:18,900
That's exactly.
That's well, said, well said,

934
00:58:18,900 --> 00:58:23,100
that's exactly right.
Here's another one.

935
00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:25,000
Marriage ban.
That's an obvious one.

936
00:58:25,500 --> 00:58:26,300
Oh yeah.
Gay marriage.

937
00:58:26,300 --> 00:58:27,200
Fat.
Huh.

938
00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:31,200
It wasn't until just eight short
years ago, that marriage was

939
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:34,000
legal for the entire United
States for gay couples.

940
00:58:34,300 --> 00:58:37,600
Well, and you are married.
Aren't you all right?

941
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:39,200
Yeah.
Well, yeah.

942
00:58:39,200 --> 00:58:41,000
I mean we're this is technically
Soul Union.

943
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:43,900
I mean, we're State of
California, Colorado.

944
00:58:43,900 --> 00:58:44,900
We are married.
Okay.

945
00:58:44,900 --> 00:58:46,700
Yes, yes.
I mean, we didn't go through the

946
00:58:46,700 --> 00:58:49,700
whole formal marriage.
Yeah.

947
00:58:49,700 --> 00:58:50,600
Who cares.
It doesn't matter.

948
00:58:50,600 --> 00:58:53,600
It's literally a piece of paper.
It's a piece of paper.

949
00:58:53,700 --> 00:58:56,200
Yeah, we've been together for 28
fucking here.

950
00:58:57,000 --> 00:58:59,500
We're married.
You guys are very fridge, sir.

951
00:59:00,100 --> 00:59:03,100
Yes, but I mean like the fact
that you guys been together

952
00:59:03,400 --> 00:59:06,100
together for 28 years, 20 of
those years.

953
00:59:06,100 --> 00:59:08,900
It was not right?
That's crazy.

954
00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:12,400
Yeah.
And so the argument always is

955
00:59:12,500 --> 00:59:15,000
around that has been centered
around religion and like you

956
00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:17,100
said before, you know it's Adam
and Eve not Adam.

957
00:59:18,400 --> 00:59:22,600
Shut up.
Oh, here's oh my God.

958
00:59:22,600 --> 00:59:25,000
Okay, I'm going off on a tangent
for so, please.

959
00:59:25,000 --> 00:59:27,500
Okay people I want you to listen
if You're not gonna listen to

960
00:59:27,500 --> 00:59:30,300
this entire episode.
I want you to hear these words.

961
00:59:33,100 --> 00:59:37,700
When people say, That gay
marriage will ruin.

962
00:59:37,700 --> 00:59:43,700
The sanctity of marriage.
They say this a lot that is why

963
00:59:44,100 --> 00:59:46,000
we can't have it.
It ruins, the sanctity of

964
00:59:46,000 --> 00:59:49,300
marriage, right?
so, I'm going to say you, listen

965
00:59:49,300 --> 00:59:55,800
here, you little asshole, Stop
watching shit like the 90-day

966
00:59:55,800 --> 01:00:01,500
fiance or the bachelor?
Yes all the shit where blunt I'm

967
01:00:01,500 --> 01:00:04,400
going to meet you behind a wall
and marry you.

968
01:00:04,900 --> 01:00:06,900
Oh, it's so dumb.
That's not ruining.

969
01:00:06,900 --> 01:00:16,200
The sanctity of marriage.
Eat my shorts pisses me off.

970
01:00:17,000 --> 01:00:22,900
I hate it so much to quote, the
great Bart Simpson, eat my

971
01:00:22,900 --> 01:00:27,100
shorts.
God Hippocrates.

972
01:00:27,100 --> 01:00:29,100
Okay.
Last one I have on the list is

973
01:00:29,100 --> 01:00:31,400
to not just plain out denial
Services.

974
01:00:32,100 --> 01:00:34,700
Businesses will flat out say oh
you're gay.

975
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:37,500
Oh I'm not gonna make a cake.
Oh you're gay.

976
01:00:37,900 --> 01:00:43,100
I might make a cards so dumb.
Okay because can I can I just

977
01:00:43,100 --> 01:00:47,200
like people who think that can I
can I give you a little All word

978
01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:49,900
of advice.
The gays?

979
01:00:50,100 --> 01:00:51,800
Yeah, you want them on your
side?

980
01:00:52,300 --> 01:00:55,700
Okay.
We want the gays on our side.

981
01:00:55,700 --> 01:00:58,800
You want to know why?
Because they fucking support,

982
01:00:58,800 --> 01:01:01,300
and droves.
Bud, Light.

983
01:01:01,900 --> 01:01:05,600
Oh Bud, Light is fucking doing
just great.

984
01:01:05,600 --> 01:01:09,100
Stay up.
Don't need any straight, he's to

985
01:01:09,100 --> 01:01:10,300
be doing great.
Right there?

986
01:01:10,300 --> 01:01:14,000
Kegs of beer, go ahead?
Yeah, go ahead.

987
01:01:14,200 --> 01:01:16,600
Oh, it's being bought and Drums
by the game.

988
01:01:16,800 --> 01:01:21,600
Is another thing like, okay,
guess who all of us want to have

989
01:01:21,600 --> 01:01:24,300
our neighbors.
We want some gaber's, okay

990
01:01:24,400 --> 01:01:25,800
Gamers.
Yeah, we want some Gamers,

991
01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:29,200
because Guess What?
Mmm, they take care of their

992
01:01:29,200 --> 01:01:31,400
shit.
Yeah, we're respectful

993
01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:34,500
respectful.
They are, you know, people who

994
01:01:34,500 --> 01:01:37,000
are, you know, in that Community
are very loyal.

995
01:01:37,000 --> 01:01:41,400
Like, you know, you're really
like, just cutting off your nose

996
01:01:41,400 --> 01:01:45,700
to spite your face except when
it comes to to not to denying

997
01:01:45,700 --> 01:01:48,300
services like who cares.
Care is like, okay, someone's

998
01:01:48,300 --> 01:01:50,500
having a period party?
Like, is that weird?

999
01:01:50,500 --> 01:01:51,900
Yeah, it's probably weird to a
lot of people.

1000
01:01:51,900 --> 01:01:53,000
I kind of think it's a little
weird.

1001
01:01:53,000 --> 01:01:55,400
But who fucking cares?
Like right before doing this

1002
01:01:55,400 --> 01:01:57,700
sell 100 cards.
Yeah, I'm gonna yeah.

1003
01:01:57,800 --> 01:02:00,700
But it's all on awesome.
I'm gonna sell this really nice

1004
01:02:00,700 --> 01:02:02,400
cake.
Yeah.

1005
01:02:02,400 --> 01:02:04,200
And guess what?
It's gonna help me pay my bills.

1006
01:02:04,200 --> 01:02:10,200
So like who gives a shit?
It's so dumb, it's so dumb.

1007
01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:13,300
So dumb.
Now.

1008
01:02:14,900 --> 01:02:17,500
You mentioned this earlier but
it wasn't until 92 that

1009
01:02:17,500 --> 01:02:20,500
homosexuality was removed from
the international classification

1010
01:02:20,500 --> 01:02:22,000
of diseases.
Yes.

1011
01:02:22,100 --> 01:02:25,200
Yep.
Diseases 92.

1012
01:02:25,500 --> 01:02:28,000
Uh-huh, 92.
Good God.

1013
01:02:29,700 --> 01:02:30,200
Good God.
Girl.

1014
01:02:30,200 --> 01:02:39,600
Get her head.
There has been a formal study

1015
01:02:39,800 --> 01:02:43,900
after study which sorry it
shouldn't take a study to

1016
01:02:43,900 --> 01:02:47,100
comprehend this that there is
zero benefit.

1017
01:02:48,300 --> 01:02:52,700
And extreme consequence of
defining same-sex attraction as

1018
01:02:52,700 --> 01:02:58,000
a mental illness.
And designing treatment to

1019
01:02:58,000 --> 01:03:02,500
eradicate it.
You know, it's insane.

1020
01:03:02,900 --> 01:03:09,300
I we had talked about this
earlier and I like so my

1021
01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:12,700
grandmother.
Hmm, was gay.

1022
01:03:13,300 --> 01:03:15,200
How old was she?
When was she born?

1023
01:03:15,200 --> 01:03:20,600
Do you know, probably in the
late 30s?

1024
01:03:20,800 --> 01:03:25,300
Okay, third late 30s.
Yeah, because she had my mom in

1025
01:03:25,300 --> 01:03:28,300
1965 so I would assume she was
at least 20.

1026
01:03:28,500 --> 01:03:33,100
Okay, so so okay 40s 30s 40s.
Okay.

1027
01:03:33,100 --> 01:03:38,100
Yeah, so maybe the 1940s was
when she was born early 30s but

1028
01:03:38,100 --> 01:03:44,400
she had she was raised Catholic
and had told her aunt and uncle

1029
01:03:44,400 --> 01:03:47,600
who she loved dearly and they're
like oh we will disown you if

1030
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:50,900
you're gay.
So she never came out to my mom.

1031
01:03:50,900 --> 01:03:53,400
Never mind.
She's like, okay well she had

1032
01:03:53,600 --> 01:03:56,000
Two kids at this point.
I mean and thank God thanks

1033
01:03:56,000 --> 01:04:00,100
grandma because we wouldn't be
here unfortunately.

1034
01:04:00,300 --> 01:04:04,300
You know, I wish she would have
been able to, you know, feel you

1035
01:04:04,308 --> 01:04:07,500
know, to feel like she could
actually be herself.

1036
01:04:07,600 --> 01:04:09,600
That's why.
I'm like such an ally today is

1037
01:04:09,600 --> 01:04:14,400
because, you know, she was
unable to be who she was, you're

1038
01:04:14,400 --> 01:04:19,700
an ally today Alicia because you
have Common sense.

1039
01:04:19,700 --> 01:04:22,700
I mean because because I don't
know yeah, I'm a person who has

1040
01:04:22,700 --> 01:04:26,700
a lot of gay friends and I don't
give a shit about what they do.

1041
01:04:26,800 --> 01:04:30,200
Don't give a shit.
It's like you're just you'd like

1042
01:04:30,200 --> 01:04:34,200
but humans be humans your.
Yeah, you just go figure but I

1043
01:04:34,208 --> 01:04:36,600
mean to even think like her.
Yeah.

1044
01:04:36,600 --> 01:04:40,300
She couldn't be gay at all and
and then fucking hearing about

1045
01:04:40,300 --> 01:04:43,100
the DSM.
Like I remember somebody saying

1046
01:04:43,100 --> 01:04:46,700
that hose just outlawed or like
taken off the DSM like

1047
01:04:46,700 --> 01:04:50,400
diagnostic list of I'm like
yeah, they thought it was an

1048
01:04:50,400 --> 01:04:53,600
actual disease.
God like it's insane.

1049
01:04:53,600 --> 01:04:57,000
It's crazy, sane.
Did I hide who you are?

1050
01:04:58,400 --> 01:05:01,700
So I'm going to leave you all
with my final thoughts.

1051
01:05:02,300 --> 01:05:04,600
Hashtag Jerry Springer?
Hashtag.

1052
01:05:04,600 --> 01:05:09,000
Yes, our AP Jerry Springer.
So, regardless of your feelings

1053
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:12,100
and opinions on things we've
discussed today and should

1054
01:05:12,100 --> 01:05:14,600
remember that.
You are all humans living on a

1055
01:05:14,600 --> 01:05:19,400
planet with other humans.
It doesn't matter how people

1056
01:05:19,400 --> 01:05:26,500
dress look live or love.
We are all Omens and the rights

1057
01:05:26,500 --> 01:05:29,600
of people are the rights of all
people.

1058
01:05:30,900 --> 01:05:34,200
They are human rights and it
doesn't matter if you think

1059
01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:37,500
people are going to hell for
their actions because it doesn't

1060
01:05:37,500 --> 01:05:41,900
impact you.
So, let God do the judging and

1061
01:05:41,900 --> 01:05:45,400
the punishment that you believe
in and don't late.

1062
01:05:45,400 --> 01:05:49,300
Don't let hate and pity consume
your little mind for even a

1063
01:05:49,308 --> 01:05:52,700
little second because people who
don't believe in the same things

1064
01:05:52,700 --> 01:05:57,800
you do or behave like you.
You or Love Like You Do aren't

1065
01:05:57,800 --> 01:06:01,200
consumed by you.
I promise you that.

1066
01:06:01,900 --> 01:06:04,600
So just treat every human on
this planet with dignity and

1067
01:06:04,600 --> 01:06:08,200
respect and as my Queen of the
Universe.

1068
01:06:08,200 --> 01:06:11,600
RuPaul says, a little bit of
love.

1069
01:06:11,800 --> 01:06:15,200
Goes a long long way.
Amen.

1070
01:06:17,000 --> 01:06:19,700
Thanks for joining today.
Oh, amen.

1071
01:06:19,700 --> 01:06:21,200
And cheers.
And you know what?

1072
01:06:21,800 --> 01:06:26,200
Happy Pride to use Kevin Pride
to you and everyone Into the,

1073
01:06:26,200 --> 01:06:29,400
what's the word?
Cheers to everyone in the world.

1074
01:06:29,400 --> 01:06:32,100
Happy bride!
Happy Pride!

1075
01:06:32,300 --> 01:06:36,400
Happy Pride to Every Creature.
Great and Small.

1076
01:06:36,400 --> 01:06:39,800
That's what I was looking for.
Thanks again.

1077
01:06:40,100 --> 01:06:42,100
Thank you.
Yeah, see ya.

1078
01:06:42,400 --> 01:06:43,800
Bye.